Over the past few weeks, one of the most impactful changes in my routines has been getting up by 6:00 AM and sitting out in the cold…and building a fire. It’s a sort of meditation, where I open my eyes enough to see where my coffee cup is and how to light another cigarette, otherwise, I watch the dance of the shadows of the flames on the inside of my eyelids and meditate.

Ironically, thoughts of you interrupted my meditation…so I dug into my pocket and took a little video. Hey, I’m not perfect.